To Wayne

Hello.

Well, admittedly, I don’t know why EXACTLY you are so… well, so miserable, so pissed, so angry etc., because I’m not in SOTA, so… *shrugs* But still…

I’m sorry I can’t understand perfectly why you think nobody really cares about you, because I’m unable to know what’s happening in SOTA; and I am sorry that you think nobody really cares about you, nobody really understands you, and nobody is really your friend, because quite frankly I certainly do care about you, and hopefully you do understand that I actually hope that you think me a friend… As for understanding you, everyone hopes to have someone who understands him totally, and apparently I’m not an exception… but the point is, we all have to just… learn to reconcile with the reality that nobody, except God, really understands someone else. And, mayhap you think that God does not seem to understand you, understand your needs, either, but… well, not meaning to intrude on your life, but perhaps you can spend more time talking to Him, etc.?

Sorry if I’m being a hopeless busybody, really, but I really do care. Wayne… I think that we all go through a period in our lives where we really, really wish for someone to understand us. At least, I did. Truthfully it wasn’t even distantly PLEASANT, but it passed after some time. If you could find an outlet for your emotions, it’d apparently be much easier, but PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE stop your f-wording. (: It’s… distracting. LOL.

And don’t be depressed, really. As you can see from the tags on your tagboard, at least there are 3 people who care… and speaking about LiRen, *cough cough*, are you still… never mind. Anyway, you don’t always need to fit in. Everyone is truly special, truly unique, as God created them, and thus if you find you don’t fit in, just be yourself and don’t. Those who love you and care about you truly won’t want you, need you to fit in. It’s not always necessary to be like everyone else, and sometimes it’s even good, because it just shows that you’re different. If you find you can’t fit in… I don’t know how to phrase it, but think of it this way: it isn’t that you are not as good as the others, you may simply be DIFFERENT, or in some ways you may be better than them. XD

*chokes and coughs violently* Do you seriously think that if you be yourself, nobody will be your friend? It… isn’t quite fair, is it? Be yourself. Really. Just be yourself, and those who don’t befriend you anymore are hardly worth being called friends. I assure you, if you be yourself in front of me, I will not stop being your friend. WAYNE. It’s not quite fair to say that you know… XD

Well, I wish I could help. I don’t suppose I can, but if it matters at all, I’ll be praying for you, and if you ever need someone to talk to I’m always there, okay? Not physically, maybe… because sorry sorry sorry I’m not in SOTA. T.T But still. SMS. Email. SOMETHING. I’ll reply.

Okay… Just be yourself, don’t try to be someone else because that “someone else” would never be you… and if you ever say that if you be yourself you won’t have anymore friends I shall personally bash you up. XD

VONNE

P.S. Stop being so miserable… Or else I shall think that my friendship means nothing to you. LOL. XD